Most of the time I'm thinking about how bad this life of mine is. All I'm doing is miserably studying for a backup degree, all day every day.
But what I never think about, is how I'd rather be studying than hoping my house doesn't collapse, or sitting on the streets without food. I'm always in the mindset of entitlement; I forget about how fortunate I am to have a home to come to every night, have a family to talk to every day, and have a meal every time I sit at the table.
But all I ever think about is how much this college direction is sucking, how I'm using up my money and time for something that I might not even feel worthwhile for my intentions/goals. I've never thought about being in the situation where I wouldn't even have the opportunity to even think about intentions/goals.
Just thought I'd let go of some thoughts.