How did you take?after having done aya 30 times or so now i can recommend it. it heals your body and your soul at the very deepest levels.
actually it works at a completely different "overseeing" level than our regular reality. its like you travel 2 floors up. and can look down. and manipulate whats down there. it cures the whole organism that is the human being. it does not just dampens symptoms as regular meds do. it does all diseases, physical and mental. but to be honest it won't really cure any of them, but instead it shows you how to cure them yourself, mentally. because it shows you what causes them. and you can do it in realtime. you are given a toolbox. and with these you can fix anything you want.
but it can also completely destroy you. this can very easily turn into sometning much worse than your worst ever nightmare. yeah it takes no prisoners. it will test your mental strength. and sooner or later you will get challenged by the dark side, in one way or another. and then you need to show it whos in charge. and i dont mean that it feels kinda sad or so. i mean that you end up in a place much worse than hell. and for you its real. and you need to fight yourself out of it. mentally. but when thats done its all good. aside from that you feel good, for real. for the first time in your life.
duration is about 0-30min comeup with ultra extreme confusion at the end of that (because sound/vision/colors/taste/temperature/feelings/the whole universe/everything) just melts into one.
then its turns into the calmest of the calm and you experience the actual aya experience for maybe 30min to 2h or so depending on dose.
and then you puke and then it stops.
then its maybe 30min to 1,5h of afterglow/comedown/contemplation which is the part where where you think of the changes you will implement in your life.
that being said i've read about people having 8h experiences. never seen it myself though. but i guess if you do a lot of it. that will happen.
this is not like blow/speed/smack/x where the feeling is synthetic, basically just glued on top of your reality. fake. this is for real. you feel good from inside. your mind is truly clear (for the very first time) but at the same time also very disconnected from "regular reality". since our regular reality is just a tiny bit, maybe 0,5% of the whole, true reality. and you now have access to the whole true reality.
also its very beautiful. and it feels so natural. its feels like the most natural thing in the world.
also if aya is working: sooner or later you will throw up. usually a lot, and very deep, from the very deepest part of your body. no joke. and all those bad feelings, problems, diseases, metal issues, yeah pretty much everything bad in your life. all that ****, you will puke out in a bucket!! this is very healing!
now aya doesn't always work. you need to eat before taking it otherwise the stomach will not absorb it. i eat nuts and apples and noodles. and you definitely can't just eat what you want since this is a very powerful mao inhibitor. and eating the wrong things here in combination with any maoi can/will kill you. so dont forget that. its important. this is no joke.
Once I had ritual with shaman and it was totally doferent then Santo daime...
With shaman I talk to something in Santo Daime case it was more like trans.
With shaman it was 4h of interesting discussion black jaguar on my feet which was pretty scary...