Or he killed him self because he was tired of the bull****. Like some of the bull**** in this thread. Who knows why he killed himself? I sure dont. I see a lot of people trying to put themselves in his shoes and act like they know what he was thinking, or why he did what he did based on his public persona. You dont and cant. Thats where we all fall flat and eff things up. Pretending we know what everyone around us is thinking based on our personal ego based experience.
That applies to a very small extent.
The knowing that we need certain things and will do certain things to get certain things.
But the further away we get from basic survival needs, the more complex and intricate this whole thing gets...